woohoo!
last night was just mentioning about swimming, sentosa & cycling with diana!when will we go huh? hahahhaa.and then today met subha.we went for a swim at jurong east swimming complex.its lazy and wave pools are currently under construction, so was kinda noisy.as we weren't in proper swimming costumes, the female lifeguard asked us out of the competition pool or remove our singlet twice.but before that we swam 2 laps already!it was really tiring man!it's been long since we exercised, but i guessed it was a good workout!then slacked a little at the jacuzzi pool.we stayed for about 2-3hours.and now we are soaked and smell of chlorine...good exercise.my daddy just bought a bicycle which was on discount, about 400 bucks lesser!so next, i wanna go cycling! since our place's lift is done(:still in the midst of completing my cross stitch! hehe.
just an update!
sat was cheryl's dance performance! i've said this many times but i'll say again,she has grown to this young woman, full of confidence, zest and passion for dance!kudos! it was a gathering for us again too, all the sharing and complaints! (:it was fabulous.i'll be away to genting for 3 days, will be back on friday (:2weeks of work at the kindergarten had earned me thousand plus, quite a lot huh?!i would continue to work if the place was better suited for me.ok, i know you must be thinking, then i'll never find a place cos the working life is like that.yes yes, i'm just taking it slowly.i'm quite proud to earn money though!staying home is quite good too!i started cross-stitching, now working on this verse:"But the fruit of the spirit is, Love, Joy,Peace,Patience,Kindness,Goodness,Faithfulness,Gentleness,and self control." Galatians 5:22i'll frame it once it's done! (:BK-ed with diana just now, suddenly someone so free. hahahahha.hello sunny boy!
easter day!
happy easter day!Jesus has rose up on the 3rd day of his death (:amen!oh well, tmr is a new week at work. 3 more weeks before i stop working.1st may hurry come!next few weeks will be tedious for the staff.why?18th> cheryl's dance performance!25th> kindergarten open hse28th> minister coming down to see how the environment is likeho ho, all the best man.honestly, i do have 2nd thoughts abt moving on into uni in this field.crap la!its like re-enactment of me choosing JC instead of poly.crap!
another week has passed
2nd week of work wasn't any much better.the children bully me seh.even if i raised my voice or of any sort, they'll be good at that moment.but their mischievious attitude just spikes on.seriously, it gets into my nerves especially when it's so noisy.i hate noise!it gives me a headache.i can't wait to end work.and so today is Good Friday.Jesus has died. but He'll rose up on the 3rd day, Sunday.that's His amazing love.
bam!
first week of work has FINALLY ended.my work schedule is 7am to 5pm daily.well, as usual, i don't knock off at 5pm exactly.things weren't smoothly run nor it was on my side.teaching 60over children in a day is tough.repeating lessons in a day is tough.watching 60 over children in a day is tough.answering and making 60 over children understand what i say is tough.managing children is tough.teaching children is tough.it was really,dreadful.tiring.i felt ups and downs in my stomach the entire week.flushed, almost vomitted, headache & brain dead.what more could you expect?it wasn't really what i expected, still it was mentioned to be 'relief teaching'it turned out to be 'form teaching'N2's english based lessons and activities are all under me.perfect!it brought be unhappiness, stress & breakdown of emotions.that's how my first week was.i realised that teaching isn't my forte. close friends know that i dislike interacting and stuff.so what makes you think that i can do so in this field?i really doubt being in this field of teaching is my job.i had no intentions to work previously, but thanks to my own mistakes of wanting to work cos people around me are working.i realised i didn't have to do so. was it even God's idea for me to work?perhaps not.i brought this to myself, i need to end it myself.God please forgive me and learn to follow your directions!2nd thoughts about entering wheelock runs through my mind.wandering if i've made the right choice.but if i don't do so, what will i be doing?diploma will bring me no where unless i work in centres.it'd be a terrible choice for me.i don't have a whole load of energy and mental strength to excite in that kinda life!but i'll go the path God has planned.Father, please show me the way you've crafted.if wheelock isn't the way you want me to go, Father let me know.bring me to where Lord you want me to be, for you have great plans for me.amen!as this week ends, we begin to think on Good Friday.Matthew chapter 21 to 27 reads more of it. He has been amazing and yes, He died on the cross with His precious blood that washed away our sins. that's how much His unconditional love for you and me is.love you Father.
