:(
it was a mistake to vent my unhappiness and anger towards hui fen about others. in actual fact, it was my mistake. i didnt mean to hurt her in any way. i guess i was at the wrong state of my mind.trying to agree to others and putting in my words. alot of times i just wear a mask, trying to be nice in front of my friends, yet i'm being a devil behind their backs. i'm learning, and i'm controlling myself.i shouldn't had raised my voice.
i shouldn't had blabbed my thoughts.
i had totally forgotten about it.
NO GOSSIPING.
i've lost this battle.
deep down in my heart,
they will, and are still my friends.
no one to blame.
my expectation could had been too high.
or rather should i say,
i was ambitious.
i'm not pin pointing to anyone,
but seriously, i was the main culprit.
sorry guys if you were hurt.
sorry hui fen that such thing actually happened.
(not sure if you still read my blog)
but still, i love you.
and grace, i know you won't or seldom read blogs.
i still must say,
i love you no matter what.
always the great sister in Christ.
people make mistakes and so do i.
learn to forgive.
accept and love the person.
i'm still learning to love everyone.
give me some time.
today was my Math assessment.
one word.
failure.
management was not very good.
lesson was boring.
lesson was long.
i'm still trying to accept this fact and get over with it.
but i can't.
but i'll rem,
i'm doing for God.
not for my teacher, children nor myself.
help me Father.
and my friends too.
atleast i've vent some of my anger and sadness.
my brain juice is totally low.
and i feel like drinking ribena!
i can't wait for this sem to end.
i need 6 days of sleep! to recover those lackness of sleep.
pray for me peeps.
thanks.
God Bless.
posted by denise @ 4:21:00 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]
<< Home