boo!
tmr'll be the 2nd day of work.hope all goes well.will meet subha in the evening to attend a course preview.well, i guess we'll be late, knowing the time i end work.met up with my gf on thus.(i thot was fri!)slacked with her was great.right now i'm kinda anti-kids.good or what huh?hahahahahha.
what a friday!
oh well, the formal interview was...i kinda screw it huh.it was my first experience for a formal interview.terrible.now i know how tough it is to find a job.gosh!i wish i've known what i wanna study!God, show me the path!trust & faith, comes from you!headed home and ER-ed!then a phrase that struck me in the show was>"your talent is a gift from God. what you give, is the gift to God"
tuesday
my left eye has been red since ytd.today, it's less red.so not intending to visit a doctor.it starts to itch now, but hope it get's well tmr.my beloved gf, pls don injure your right arm!take great care!karen is having a whole lots of fun in australia lah!snow, ski, shopping, goldcoast etc. i'm jealous karen! you hear me? :Pi'm starting to lose faith in finding a job but a call came.a meet up session will be on next week.so it's all God's plans!i shall not blow it huh.i stand by my decision.weeks have past and i'll still say,i've never regret making this decision.no regrets at all.
nothing much...
well, companies have yet to call back.i've got a feeling i'm unwanted in any of the companies!how sad huh? sleeping through the late nights, just hoping i've got more things to do.waking up each new day with such faith, but slowly decreases to worries.that's how i'm feeling now.it isn't a good feeling.i love being hommie, get to do whatever i want.don't have to bother about others.but the thought that peers are studying and working, freaks me out.what have i been doing? nothing much. seriously nothing much, just clearing stuff in the house.diana! i bet you too huh? such a hommie person too...sighs, days like these makes me tear. days like these makes me wander, will i stay in this position forever?days like these makes me wander, what's installed in my life?days like these makes me wander, why didn't i have dreams?days like these makes me wander, what's wrong with me?days like these makes me wander, boy oh boy, useful or useless?!
it all boils down to,ask, seek and knock.
1st july 2009
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY WANI!!!we're all 20...old seh!anyway, a recruitment agency person will be offereing job vacanciesto me...so hope all goes well.as long as i'm not being tortured, i'm fine with it.hahahahahaha. i love slacking at home seh, seriously love it.but my brain's getting rusty, so pardon me((:
