last day of june!
6days of being a 20 yr old!nothing much different la hor.anywayyyyy...i'm quite happy now.tmr gg for a interview and hopefully i'll get a good match of job(:God has been guiding me!i'm so happy! that's the power of prayings((:ask, seek and knock.rem, Jesus has plans that I can manage, not the other way.thank you!
thank you!
here's the full force of birthday wishes for me! ((: karen> a card flew from Australia! cool or what!subha> 100% organic message contains: no cholesterol, fats, additives & preservatives added. Caution: contains high sugar content but it cant be as sweet as the bdae girl reading this. happy 20th birthday sweetie! wish u e best of e best in anything n whatever u do! loves! {:izzah> happy 20th bday bf! may u be blessed with health, wealth, knowledge, happiness n constant guidance from God!loves & misses from ur ever lovin gf! haha.audrey> happy birthday :) haha.cheryl lee> hey denise! happy 20th birthday! im so glad to hv found a fren in u! u're one of the sweetest person i know n hope u enjoy e rest of ur special day! love ya and a great big HUG! i miss u alrdy... :)diana> happy 20th dumbest daught! may the Lord lead you to who he wants you to be. and big girl now, in everything do ur best! God will do the rest. jiayou oh. may your 20th be memoriable and happiest!but..next year be better! hehehehehehe...hui min> hey denise! happy birthday to you! haha...all the best in ya studies, enjoy:)wani> happy birthday! hahaha! so old already. go get married la.aaron> happy birthday to you! i will be waiting for my treat birthday girl :) anyway have a great time celebrating your special day with your family and friends.Dont' worry about what you wanna do. It will come to sooner or later :) God bless and may his Grace and blessings be upon you as you search for a job.hasni> happy birthday denise manis! seems like its only ytd that i met you and izzah. it was only mid yr 2 and yr 3 that we've grown closer but it was worthwhile. you're very sweet in the things you do even when you're angry hehe!! i love having you around, den. your thoughtfulness is something that i wont forget and i would learn from. love you from the sky down to the sea. my parents and sister and me wish you once again a happy happy birthday and have every peace and love :) see you friday moo moo.pave> hey denise, happy birthday! may this day bring you lots of joy and peace. and i know your pretty confused over things right now so my advise would be to think over matters carefully. if you need my opinion, you know im always there for you dear. and sch seems a lil weird without you. missing you much. but i support your decision and urge you to go where your passion lies. happy birthday once again! love you tons. hugs :)miss tham> happy bth to u, happy bth to u. happy bth to Denise, happy bth to u. sweetie, wish u all ur dreams will bcome true :)amenda> hello girl. slackin at home? hope u're enjoyin urself on this wet n cozy day haha. happy 20th :) take care, catch up on sun!jing ling> happy birthday! :)josephine> hey, happy birthday! finally 20! (thanks for the gift sent too!)nasyitah> the time nw is 20:00! and guess what? tts ur age, officially 20! woohoo! denise, happy bday dear! im so xcited!haha..and denise, whatever it is, uve made the right decision..im glad ur fine babe..just rem im always here for u!grace tan> hey love! did i miss ur bday? oh dear..the days pass so fast i lost track of dates. i was still teachin my kids ytd tt its 23rd. blessed 20:) u hit the big 2!additional> thanks for those who wished me on facebook! (:
23rd june
today marks the last day of being 19.midnight, i'll be 20. big 20 man!anyway, i've finally crafted my resume and has used jobcentral to apply.hope i can get a good job with good ppl in service!seriously in need for motivations and inspirations.inspire me if you may!((:i'm so happy cos i'll see my girlfriends this friday!diana, you better get well soon or i'll not meet you! OCD.heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
decisions in life
i've made a big decision.and i mean, big.withdrew from the program.why? 3years of it and it's not the field i wish to continue to pursue in.it could be a bad decision but right now, i believe it's a right decision made.ups & downs from the views of my family.but still, i wish to do something i'm talented in.so right now, what do i do?what my mum said its so true> no aim in life.that's what i am right now, at this position.not knowing the next step.i think i've slacked at home for too long that i've become a hommie.my life has to change! seriously change.so Lord, tell me what's the next move? what's my talent? what's my interest? it's like the renactment of when i was at the age of 16.and right in this week, i'll turn 20, without an aim in life.how great is it.this is such a bad feeling.
wow!
went through the syllabus of each module.4 modules for these 6 intensive weeks.as usual, joted down the due dates in the calendar.bravo!atleast a reflection or assignment to be submit on everyday.indeed, intensive.Lord, if this is the path you've crafted for me,provide me with the energy, wisdom and strength for it.I believe you've created something that I can endure.jiayou!
my oh my...
today's the last day of writing clinic!i must say it's really useful and im a grade c for a uni's standard in essays.well, kinda expected it.anyway, it was a whole good of 15hrs of it!we even received certificate of participation! lol.collected the syllabi for the program starting next week.i scan through them and thoughts went through my mind.is this really what i want?am i willinging to do these stuff?will i regret?should i withdraw and go work to find my liking?what should i do?!oh Lord, please help me!
sunshine...
2nd day of writing clinic was good.i must say, it certainly is like having english lesson!got back our 1st essay and i scored a C.hahaha, kinda expected it, it'll be a miracle if i get an A for such essays.each lesson is really fulfilling.sentence structure and stuff, next time need to speak and write proper sentences huh?and then home sweet home.it's a humid day.weather has been pretty bad, so warm!
great day!
woke up at 9am to meet audrey for badminton.we played for about 1 and half hour.i did run a little, and sweat ok? hahaha.felt much refresh after it.headed to mac for lunch.a bit contradict right, i mean exercise then eat mac.hahaha, but i was really hungry by then.then she went off with fren.so i decided to shop alone.headed to this fashion at kranji.i doubt they brought in new stock, most of the items look the same.stayed there for about 1-2 hours.oh well, i got a top and berms! finally walked out of the shop to go home.sat in the train and when it was at cck, i decided to have another short round of shopping.so i went to lot 1 and headed right into cotton on.sales going on. i liked a shorts but it wasn't on offer, so shall wait.was really tempted to get it!anyway, i got 2 tops! was really cheap and good bargain.a good shopping spree on my own((:had been out during the past few weekends.well, since my sis is preparing for wedding photo shoots, got to get stuff etc.i got a black dress which i guess i'll wear for the wedding night.(it'll probably clash with boston trip, but it's so ignorant to miss family's wedding right?)it's less than 50bucks! perhaps next time i'll wear it when i miss my girlfriends huh((:i enjoy shopping on my own, free and easy.nowadays, i keep wanting to go shopping too, especially when sales are going on!can you resist it?tmr's the 2nd day of writing clinic.don't really expect much but i just hope i'll daydream much lesser.((:
touching
flipped through a magazine and read a real life story of a boy who had brain tumour.so dad asked his son, whether he's afraid of death.and this was what his son said,"no, I can see Jesus."I read that part and it warmed my heart, a young boy with such mature thought.I do believed when he passed away, Jesus is there.
congratulations!
today marked a special day for cohort 1, wheelock college graduates.it's the first batch to graduate from a uni in poly in spore!kudos! it was on the news too.cheryl, nas & i helped out, ushering during the ceremony.pretty cool to listen the inspiring speech by the president and the top graduate!i must say those doctorate robes are outstanding and cute! really cute!i wish it was our graduation for a degree too! hahahaha.and fu nai! she received a special award, ok i can't recall what's it by i'll rem what david said, "fu nai is a down-to-earth person!" i certainly agree! (:it was amazing.writing classes starting next week for 2 weeks.afterwhich, 6 weeks of intensive classes will start.i believe i can make it, but it's whether how well i can do it.jiayou peeps!
